any kind of relationship
Published on October 12, 2006 By Aliciajob In Life Journals
I am older than last year <= of course...

Well...I mean my mind is older than last year. Is that good? Maybe...Looking at I am more maturity is such a good news, but I just can't help missing the innocent me. I have no regrets of getting older never, which is excellent for me to be more powerful of helping others. Things won't always be smooth for people, I started to try to adjust myself for the new "older" life.

How to put it this way, let me give it a try. Every year I get older who find out people are more realistic to me and things are more difficult to deal with. I can assure of dealing with such a tough disorder life which is interesting and exciting. I am kinda challenger. Yet a few of friends I have gotten to know were rarely true to me, it's kinda like they come closer to u for some reasons. I started to think if I wasted my time of being with them whom are hardly honest to me, which made me feel lonely after being with such friends. My best friend told me that this is society, but that doesn't mean u have to stop making friends with others. Yes. She was kinda worried about me of being too kind for people, whom will be lied and get hurt.

I will try to be stronger to tackle with such humanity. So relentless so realistic.

Whatever, I am still glad of having a few amazing friends who care about me so much. Being with them is such the best time of my life. Someone understands me and listens to me.

I had a talk with my best friend few days ago, I enjoyed talking with her whom made me feel there is someone still being honest to me, and that's our friendship.

I can not just always be like a girl, I enjoy growing up and face this world. I desire to win the final hit.

I hope I still keep my mind of assisting people as a lifelong career, I hope I can be wiser to do everything.

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